8 more days…

left of this bullshit

Im not stupid you know.

I noticed the change in our conversations when it first happened, this distance you created, and the difference in you. I just thought better and decided to leave as it is, and not dwell on it. I mean, it never was that serious. So like, I ain’t even mad. lmao

I want to be left the fuck alone!

Damn, like everything was great today. Took a nap till like 7pm, got up and just ate food and chilled. Did no work at all. Pretty good if you ask me. But the dumb bitch always gotta ruin it. I’ve been in a good mood all fucking day, until now..

But on another note:

- I got $$$$ today !
- I got to see one of my older cousins today, haven’t seen that nigga in forever.
- I’m tired as fuck, seeing as how I’ve been out since 8am this morning
- It feeels ode good out right now
- & I’m off this..

Byeeee ~
* You see me when, you see me.

I think I’m just not going to be signing into anything anymore..No, I’m not deleting or deactivating anything. I’m just not going to be on that often. I’m talking about every social network site. Whether it be tumblr, or twitter. I see no point in deleting them, cause I know I’m gonna eventually get bored one night & be back on this shit. But for now, I’m just don’t feel like being in contact with anyone really. I don’t even text anyone. I have no one to talk to on a regular basis, or some everyday type of shit. Lol, I don’t even see the point of having a phone… All this shit is boring me. I’m starting to go out much more, I’m tired as hell, but I like being out. The weather is getting nicer. I really do be on my own shit. I don’t even bother asking people to go anywhere with me anymore, these motherfuckers be ode unreliable. Lmao. I ain’t even mad. I’m good on my own, not being around alot of people is actually really good for me.

i hate when i miss fights in my school

orangejazlyn:

cus my school is really small & there’s hardly any fights .. ever so when one comes i wanna see that shit .. I feel like a hypocrite because Im a peer mediator & Ive been waiting for that fight to happen but oh swelllssss

Your really starting to piss me off..

I’m not the type to sit here & just take your bullshit…I’m really not. I’m surprised I’m still calm, but I’ll cut you off in a second. I have no problem with that. But ima give you the benefit of the doubt & relaxx. Ima just chill the fuck out. Not stressing nada, just know that Im stubborn, I’m not gonna hit you up first or come running your way. When your done with your bullshit, you know where to find me. Im always there. #justsaying.

@OrangeJazlyn:

orangejazlyn:

emotionally-mindfucked:

(if you see this)…
deadassss fuck it, yolooo. lol

#YOLO  lmfaooo i forgot what we did today too . i just copy the notes i never actually read & interpret them

Deadasss yoo, idk even know where those are. I needa start studying or ima fail that regents too lol smh

@OrangeJazlyn:

(if you see this)…
deadassss fuck it, yolooo. lol

Just wokeuppp -.-

I really should’ve never fell asleep knowing that I have 3 different tests tomorrow…
I’m failing that Earth science test..damn. Like I don’t know shitttt about this topic..

Things get real hostile sometimes. I think I have slight anger problems. I’d have to honestly say that I think it runs on my mother’s side of the family. The anger be too real. I’ve been doing okay maintaining my anger & shit. Butt trust me when I say, my anger, attitude, & tone be on some whole other fucking shit. It really is like a whole other personality to me, side of me. I have no remorse or care at all in the world. And unlike most people who say stupid shit that they “don’t mean”, everything I say consists of every vile ass, fucked up thought I’ve ever had. I speak nothing but the truth, which is so much more worse than saying meaningless ass thoughts. When I lose my temper on some serious type shit, you’ll see how fucked up in the head I really am..

but let me shut up, I don’t need niggas asking questions about shit that don’t concern them.